Sometimes I fantasize about fucking Guy New York.
It’s funny, I was never the kind of girl who got celebrity crushes, but I find now that I’m grown I get maddeningly infatuated with people online. Whether those depictions and profiles are representative of the Real Life individuals behind them is nigh impossible to know. But it doesn’t matter. They are realer and closer than any celebrity ever was, or will be.
Sometimes I let myself believe their personas fantasize about mine. I let myself imagine our fingers and teeth finding skin.
You see, I can be a very good girl. I want to earn my reward.
